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Here is the text on Paradise Lost I wrote accompanying the paradisiacal Hiding place I made that was exhibited on the group exhibition Ring The Alarm in august 2011, together with Narouz Moltzer, Laser 3.14, Jay Sunsmith and Wonder Allen-Smith. After the exhibition I moved the Hiding Place at night to the busiest area of Westerpark in Amsterdam.
And the text:
In hiding
So
So paradise = lost
So I am not the first person who thinks of these words nor who has had these thoughts
So did you ever read the books Paradise Lost, by John Milton?
So…. this was stated in the 17h century and now:
Are we now more lost?
But I wanted to start this text with the word vagina, so
So adult vaginas need to be bold now – to be
loved?
So communication needs to be constantly flowing
in Facebooks
So books are now faces
So faces are fake and botoxed or retouched
So reading is reduced to one-liners
So speaking is cut down to chitterchatterchitttertwitter
So content is constantly overruled by appearance
So age discrimination is growing as is the
average of world citizens
So friends are counted in amounts on profile pages
So Jews don’t dare to wear their keppels anymore
in former Jewish Mokum
I repeat in former Jewish Mokum
So gays don’t hold hands anymore in former gay
capital Amsterdam
So sound systems on open air hiphop festivals have
volume limits
So limits are lost
So strange is not beautiful anymore
So exceptions are no rule
So fathers in Caribbean culture are still praised by
many of their mates for their fertility
So no one asks what it means to be a father
So is it a sign of male superiority to have 6 kids
with 6 different women
(and not support . nourish. or educate 1 of them)
So do these women need to be father and mother
all in one
So is no one really ringing the alarm on that
neglect
So does society look down on these women saying
they called it upon themselves
So is it alright to let rappers be naming women
Ho’s. And sluts
So is everybody calling everybody Nigga, allright?
I repeat does anyone really knows Nigga meaning
Negro coming from…. Yes.
That part of history. 1 of the many parts of history
we just choose to swallow down
So are we happy now?
So do we teach our children what love could be
like – what sex could be like
Or do we rely on porno to teach the lessons
So 16 year old girls want to have vagina operations
cause ‘theirs’ don’t look like the ones in the movies
So do we think it is harmless to locate coffee shops
besides secondary schools
So do we choose to not take a thorough look at our
children and see where the red eyes and their
vagueness comes from.
To let our children drown in their own
adolescent problems and have them throw away possibilities like dirty toilet paper
So don’t we really look at and try to understand
our children
Or are we too busy divorcing each other
So do we not protest when we let senseless
politicians murder the Arts
So are we interested in the fact these politicians
listen to heavy metal
And did not read books
So does any of us still read books
So do we care?
So health care is now a product
So what is not a product in the world today?
So do we want to be able to purchase and achieve
everything
And neglect nature
So do we want to have mothers to have their first
babies at 43 just cause
we can manipulate nature by fertilization
processes
So even nature is commercialized
So do we not respect the natural growth, rise and
fall of things anymore
So do we think it’s ok to get high on subsidized
project money
So do we feel better behind our flat screen
televisions and in our microwaved wifi houses
So do we feel beautiful behind botoxed smiles
So is work important to us, to pay the bills
What bills? What work?
What?
So what do we need – really really need - to feel
useful and important
So what do we feel we want to leave behind – if
leaving something behind
Is what you need to do to feel useful
So may I recall E. Badu singing she creates: music
melodies babies
(So do you think it is a coincidence Amy, Kurt, Jimi,
Janis, all died being 27)
So what is love?
Was love better before? Back in the days when
children met each other at the local carnival and
stayed ‘happily’ married for 50 years..
So did we forget to work for love, or do we want to
bring it back to the store if it
Fails
And get our money back
So do things happen for a reason?
So is your life predestined and can you not
influence your destiny
So are churches empty cause we cannot see god
anymore (I mean he’s not on Facebook right?)
So what is the new church, the new religion
Do we need 1 (or 2, why not 3?)
So what do you see when you walk the streets of
Amsterdam
Happy faces?
So who takes care of you? So who are you taking
care of?
So do you feel part of a community?
What is your community like?
Are you helping people around you? Are there any
unhappy people around you
Look around you
When did you last think of someone else
Are you thinking of someone else now?
When did you last help - really help someone
So do you think it is important to not only live for
yourself
Why?
Why not?
So are there any values in your life that you could
describe?
So could you describe them and teach others
So what? Are you the new Jesus or something..?
Jeeeeeeeees
(are you already irritated by so many questions
and no answers and are you about to stop reading
and sigh)
Never in my Wordland could there be ways to
reveal how I feel
So where do you go to when you’re sad?
So what do you do when your heart is broken
Do you know the feeling that you have soooo many
feelings locked inside
That they make you feel claustrophobic inside your
own body
And that you are seriously considering an Out Of
Body Experience
So where is your hiding place?
What when there would be hiding places
Everywhere..!
So that when you stroll through Schiphol and you
suffer from the pressure
You can just hide
Or when you are locked down inside the
Nieuwendijk in this stream of consumers
you can just run and hide
Where would you run and hide? What would it look
like?
So ....
So where is our hiding place
Secret shelters are needed
SO go hide.
